What If

I was Pablo Montoa
The sky was green
I had a Bugutti
I could be fishing right now
was finished with School
I never Lied
I had kids
was married
I said good-bye
It got easier as you went
I had a million dollars
We started this Gym
I moved to Austrilla
When i got Out i was Free
I was debt free
I was running again
the scars healed
I had a pair of Beets
i could grow a garden
I would get out of here
The stuff under my nails was bluish
my life was bed a roses
I didnt need English
I was a teacher
I was a coach
I ran in the Olympic
Edgar Hoover was still alive
JFK had never been shot
We knew the true 911 story
school shooting never happened

The images of the bend just around the next corner still haunt my brain and tear at me wanting to come back to see them its like no one ive ever embraed before its like a sunday morning strool for thos who have no clue what is all about but for me my kyropotinate the things thats pulls me bck to you is the sweet silentness of a lure just plooping in the water when i chuck it across the sac rivver. You would never think that something so easy something that just tears aways at you every day that is nice outside all the time that you are sitting inside at you job when you could be out there on the slops of the river and just cast after cast after cast of nothing else but the sound of the line whizzing off of the reel and tehn  you hear the sound of a turtle slip off a log toward the bank. Sometimes  you hear the deep bellow of a an innocent frog just lurkigng in the shadows for a fly or better yet a group of thos pesky nats that seem to just swarm around your head as soon as you hit a honey hole that day. But thats why you are there it not the reason you come to just complain about how hot it is or how good the water looks and  you wish you could come in it the times that you sit on the bank it the moments when the sun just comes through a break in the trees and you can stare directly at it and it doesnt burn you eyes. or the times when you caught in a tree and you know your not coming out of that dang thing because you not only threw it up in there but you have also jsat back and yank and pryed and pulled and gave it slack and you just watch as it entwine with the limb above and below the one that you originally threw it on to. or the moment when you have a fish all the way up to bank and as soon as you go to grab it and feel the sweet flow of vistcroy through you body that you realize her just swimmed off my lured that little suckedr. I love the monents when you ar on the banks have to retie your line and you critize anyone else who is with yo ubecause they dont tie there knots the way your grandpa showed you how when you were about 5 maybe even as old as 6. The memories that play back the mosti n my head involve some sort of a fishing pole something to do with walking along the walter and strying to find the perfect hole no ive not caught any monster ive never had anything that would have gone up on the wall thats not why im there yes i would love to get something that would blow everyones mind but theat not why i wish i was fishinhg. I got a lot on my mind right now like how am i going to provide for my self and make any money in the long run or how in the world do i sit back a relax and enjoy the life that he has placed befoer me is the times that i dont know that haunt me it s the moments that im stuck in  a classroom just thinking of othere things besides you. Why are theses memories here and what exactly do they all mean are they times when i was happpy or are they times when i wasnt even all there who really knows and whhy do i do whhat i do. The best moments and the best answers i get when my toes touch the  water.
It was easir as it went along. Like what if you were able to actually work out and the older you got the more in shape you got because it got easier now in the terms of working out yes that is a case where it can get easier the long you work at it , or what if death became eaiser like it was something that just happened with out a warning or something that we could just ask for and boom it would happen. What if life got eaisser at it went along some of you may say well duh it is getting easier as we are going along and othere would disagree completely well lets take a look at somehting that does get easier sas you go along. Hum thinki about it working out if you are trying to stay the saem as you were the day before you are not making it any eaiser or any harder so the point of working out has goone to shame and you should nt be there in the first place now aht about like how is it any easier as you go alongyou start out in a school room at age five and you whine you whine and you whine because you dont wannt to tbe there but allong the way yea it easy its just school dont have to do much get to hang out with the ohte kids your age and relax now lets look at as you are going to school do you learn studpid things that you already have knowledge about like do you start out in kindergarnd adn learn about physics and geometery no cause you mind cant grasp those thing they can spit off something that sounds right but you wount fully understnd things like that until you have some easier classes. you starto uot in this life having it easy schoool is paid for you lunch are paid for you and everything is give n to you o n a silver platter growing up in schoool but think about in k you get 3 recess and then slowly oce you move to 3 grad eyou oly get 2 recess and then wonce you get to 5 6 grade they take away another one and you are left 1 not very much time to adjust and get us eto it right its getting harder or how bout when you get to high school the classes are double the hard of jr high you have to write papers without any help from your teacher or without knowing exactly what the whole thing is a bout. how about when you sit back and really do some fishing or play basketball does the game become easier as you grow up well yes the aspect of the game are on e in the same but the competeition get much more fierce. When i think about why i am even writing this it is an excuse it is just something so i can complain about how pitaful and hard my life ihas become know that i dont know anything.
What if i could walk on cluods =. How much different life woudl be whyat would you consider normally am i the only one that is able to walk on clouds. or are tehre others out there that would be walking aroudn with me. See if there is others that are walking with me than it wouldnt be very much fun because than i wouldnt have a lot to think about i would just be  normal guy who would do what he wants when ever he wants, Lets say thought that there is only three peeople who can walk on clouds. Me ol Jeffery and Shelia now what would you do if you could walk on clouds. First off i would more than likely dress up in a red jump suit and have a grow a sweet moustache for one. I wouldnt really know how to conduct myself besides looking for coins and other little flying turtles to bounce off of. That being the case that i would be Mario because he is the only person i know that is walking on clouds he bounces a lot of of them and then i would have to watch out for bowser just lurking for me and the end of the clouds thinking he was some sort of a giant now a days. Could y ou imagine someone.